Fears of lawlessness grow amid chaosFamilies fear for missing
Networks, texts fuel fundraising
'Catastrophic' situation looms
'God, I can't do this anymore'
Some of the headlines that welcome my mornings. Rare situations where I ask God why, why did these all happen, why them. Circumstances where guilt is familiar, though to help is unrealistic. Prayers are offered, but a twinge of doubt passes through my mind; can I actually help these people in my own terms? But God already told me the answer to that one.
There are a lot of things I have been thinking and praying about these past few days: things like having myself registered in UNV in the future, studying abroad to become a photojournalist, Open Doors, and other weird things like when I would get married and what is the appropriate accident I would like to get involved with where I would be least hurt. It's a haze, my brain. If God thinks that photography, writing or volunteering is where I could be most helpful in His Kingdom, then I surrender. It's out of my hands. I just hope and pray I would be ready once I landed in my destination.
Thank you for journeying with me. =)
(Headlines courtesy of CNN. For UNV website, click here.)